I am so ready to kick out Shawn's sister. She is 21 years old but I feel like I am raising another child... She does absolutely nothing around the house. I have let her live here for just about a year now rent free... This past month is the first time we have asked her for money and we only asked for 100.00 for the month, I wish I could live somewhere for that. I am sick of it... She can't help do anything around the house she doesn't even clean up her own dishes or mess... I asked her to clean her bathroom every sat b/c she has the guest bathroom and Shawn always has get togethers at our house with his friends every sat and she can't even do that... She went a whole month without cleaning the bathroom and of course the only reason she did is b/c I asked her to please clean it.... Then I spent 45 minutes cleaning the kithchen dishes, sweeping, mopping whole 9 yards and she makes food and leaves the kitchen a mess.. I went off I told her to clean up her fucking mess.. I can't take it anymore. Suprisingly since then she has done all the dishes she has dirtied and cleaned up her mess.. Of course it has only been a few days, I doubt it will last. I get sick of everything I mean I feed her and everything she doesnt even buy her own groceries. The other day her bathroom ran out of toilet paper and she asked me for some I told her I was out, which of course I wasn't so I hid all the toilet paper, paper towels, and napkins in the house to see how long it would take her to buy her own toilet paper.. It took her 3 days.. I guess she got sick of not wiping, must really suck if she had to take a dump. It is not like toilet paper is that expensive. The really sad thing is she works at Target and went to work each day and could have easily picked up a pack, not like she had to go out of her way. I don't think I can take anymore of this.

Here's a lame survey about me

Name: Jennifer
Birthday: May 19th
Birthplace: Bellingham, Washington
Current Location: Jacksonville, Fl
Eye Color: Blue
Hair Color: Red
Height: 5'3"
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
The Shoes You Wore Today: Black Flip Flops
Your Weakness: Mint Chocolate Chip Ice Cream
Your Fears: Being a bad parent, losing my husband
Your Perfect Pizza: Pepporoni Pizza with Salt
Your Most Overused Phrase On an IM: lol
Thoughts First Waking Up: More Sleep
Your Best Physical Feature: My Ass
Your Bedtime: Between 9-11
Your Most Missed Memory: Can't think of one.
Pepsi or Coke: Neither
MacDonalds or Burger King: Depends on what I am ordering.
Single or Group Dates: Group Dates with Husband that is.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Neither, they're both awful
Do you Smoke: Hell no
Do you Swear: I try not to but yeah.
Do you Sing: Only when music is playing.
Do you Shower Daily: Yeah
Have you Been in Love: Yes, currently am.
Do you want to go to College: Want to but it will be a few more years if I do go.
Do you want to get Married: Already am.
Do you belive in yourself: yeah
Do you get Motion Sickness: Not at all.
Do you think you are Attractive: Decent
Are you a Health Freak: No
Do you get along with your Parents: Yes, now I do.
Do you like Thunderstorms: Only when I don't have to go out in them
Do you play an Instrument: Nope
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Nope, I wish ( can't I'm pregnant )
In the past month have you Smoked: No way, never have never will.
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Only Tylenol
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Nope
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yes
Have you ever eaten a box of Oreos: No. Because they come in bags, not boxes.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: No
In the past month have you been on Stage: No
In the past month have you been Dumped: No
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:
No In the past month have you Stolen Anything: No
Ever been Drunk: hahaha, of course
Ever been called a Tease: Yeah
Ever been Beaten up: Nope
Ever Shoplifted: Yeah, and paid the price for it too.
How do you want to Die: In my sleep
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: A teacher.
What country would you most like to Visit: Scotland

In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Blue
Favourite Hair Color: Dark Brown or Black
Short or Long Hair: Either
Height: Taller
Weight: Whatever: not obese, not skinny
Best Clothing Style: Black, Black, and more Black

Number of Drugs I have taken: many
Number of CDs I own: Never counted
Number of Piercings: 2 ( Ears )
Number of Tattoos: 2
Number of things in my Past I Regret: probably a lot

I had my baby shower on the 16th. We had so much fun. Played lots of hilarious games and ate lots of yummy food. I got a lot of nice gifts. Here are just some of the things that I got.

1. Travel System ( Stroller and Infant Car Seat )
2. An Awesome 3-1 Swing it converts to a chair and a todler rocker.
3. Bathtub with shower hook up.
4. Diaper Genie
5. Diaper Bags ( Small and a Big one )
6. Combo Changing Table and Crib soon to come
7. Lots of Clothes
8. Diapers and accessories
9. Toys
10. Towels, Washcloths, and Bath Robes
11. Bottles
12. Blankets
13. My favorite thing made by the little girl I used to babysit in highschool who isn't so little anymore ( 13 NOW ) she hand made a plack and painted it light blue with Ian's name in Dark blue and Decorated with baby things. It is so cute she did such a good job. I can't wait to hang it on the wall.


I got a lot of other odds and ends. I would like to thank everyone who came and joined me in celebrating the soon to be coming of Ian, and for all the wonderful gifts I received.

I almost forgot I had this thing... I would like to use the excuse I have been so busy and had no time but well, that would be a big lie.. So I will blame it on the pregnancy and the fact that I forget everything. A lot has gone on since my last entry. Here is a Quick Rundown...

1. I quit AOL in april ( finally out of Hell )
2. Shawn Graduated college in June ( if only we were benefiting from it now )
3. I still have no job
4. NO MONEY ( so sad )
5. Jasmine is enjoying her summer
6. I am not enjoyin the summer ( to damn HOT )
7. Shawn's sister still lives with me and is driving me insane.
8. My belly is getting BIGGER
9. I am having a BOY his name will be Ian Alexander
10. Got to see the hospital Ian will be born in Baptist South ( the new one ) very nice
11. Jasmine took a sibling class to help her learn how to care for Ian and about how she may feel when he arrives. ( that is what I am worried about 8 years just her it will be hard )
12. I am anemic so have to take damn iron pills which leads to wonderful constipation ( I am sure you wanted to here that )
13. I have only gained about 10 1/2 lbs since the beg. of my pregnancy ( that is pretty good )
14. Only 101 days to go I am 26 weeks pregnant almost to the third tri-mester ( can't wait to see Ian )
15. Migranes are finally gone and so is the morning sickness it lasted a lot longer than it did when I had Jasmine.
16. My sinuses are killing me


Ok that is all I can think of right now I am sure there is so much more that has happened but well again the memory is failing. My baby shower is Sat the 16th i can't wait, it will be a lot of fun. I start lamaze classes in august.. I am planning on no drugs during labor.. I did it with Jasmine when I was 17 I have got to be able to do it now.. I hope anyways... I don't know if my pain tolerance is quite as high as it was back them but I still like the feeling of pain, expected pain that is..

So today my sup came up to me and asked me how things were going with my pregnancy and asked me how my calls were going. I am to tired to care and to talk right now... I was like ahhh they are ok. I have the occasional breakdown. Hey it comes with being pregnant. She said that Juan the other sup was listening to my calls and they said I was very impatient and seemed kinda mad at the members. Oh well .. 1 I am pregnant ..2 These people I talk to are friggin idiots .. 3 I can't stress enough how much I hate my job. I told my mom the other day that I don't think I will be able to do this job while pregnant.. I will either cry my eyes out when someone pisses me off or just blow up and end up getting fired. When I get further along I am going to apply for FMLA so I can leave whenever I need to... I get a total of 12 weeks per year so I have to save 8 weeks for after the baby is born so I have 4 weeks I can use before the baby is born. I am def going to be taking advantage of that. I want to go home... I hate this place, I hate these people. I just want to curl up in my bed and sleep.

My Birth # is 6

# 6 - THE ROMANTIC

6's are idealistic and need to feel useful to be happy. A strong family connection is important to them. Their actions influence their decisions. They have a strong urge to take care of others and to help. They are very loyal and make great teachers. They like art or music. They make loyal friends who take the friendship seriously. 6's should learn to differentiate between what they can change and what they cannot.

Famous 6's Albert Einstein, Jane Seymour, John Denver, Meryl Streep, Christopher Columbus, Goldie Hawn

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Well in Hell again. Luckily I get to leave at 1045 today and have tomorrow off! It sux though b/c all I will be doing is moving and packing... the packing part is pretty much done except a few things that I still needed. So today is the moving part which all we have left is basically boxes and stuff like that my bro and his friend moved all the big stuff for me. It is just so cold, windy, and rainy outside that i don't want to be out there. Shawn couldn't go to Atlanta to record this weekend b/c of the ice storms, they have closed down the airports and roads. I am glad he isn't going b/c I would be so worried about him driving on icy roads. His Band is stuck in Atlanta they have been there all week. In Fact they told him not to go up there. Today we are getting rid of Indigo the damn cat who pees everywhere. I will be very sad though I feel bad for her. We are taking her to the Humane Society where they will probably end up putting her to sleep, but I hope they don't, not that I would know any different. I have to live with Mom for the next 2 weeks while we wait for our apt to be finished, I hope they hurry up b/c I don't want to be there any longer than I have to. Well off to work now.

I love this freakin movie... It is so stupid it is funny.. Not to mention for those of you who know Shawn he reminds me so much of Napoleon it is scary. He is tall and skinny like him, talks like him, even the way his mouth is positioned when he doesn't talk is just like Napoleons. If you havn't seen it, you have got to watch it and if you know Shawn you will see what I am talking about.

One of my favorite Quotes from the Movie.... "I see you're drinking 1%. Is that 'cause you think you're fat? 'Cause you're not. You could be drinking whole if you wanted to."


Deb
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Well I got my lunch moved finally, so Chris and I don't have the same lunch, now I don't have to worry about him following me around. Although I am still very pissed about the whole situation. When I went to HR and reported the whole thing they said we don't want you to be uncomfotable in your work environment, so we will do everything we can to correct the situation, we will talk to him and let you know what is going on. Well they still haven't talked to me, since they talked to him. The only reason I know my lunch is changed is b/c I got an email from WFM stating there was a change in my schedule. It has been over 2 weeks now since this all happened and HR still hasn't told me what is going on.. All I know is he still works here. Now he hasn't talked to me at all so that is good, but it is still very akward. We are still on the same team and I have to see him every day and it is a constant reminder of what he said to me.