Jenn

Ready to kick her out.

Mon, 01 Aug 2005 20:52:58 GMT

I am so ready to kick out Shawn's sister. She is 21 years old but I feel like I am raising another child... She does absolutely nothing around the house. I have let her live here for just about a year now rent free... This past month is the first time we have asked her for money and we only asked for 100.00 for the month, I wish I could live somewhere for that. I am sick of it... She can't help do anything around the house she doesn't even clean up her own dishes or mess... I asked her to clean her bathroom every sat b/c she has the guest bathroom and Shawn always has get togethers at our house with his friends every sat and she can't even do that... She went a whole month without cleaning the bathroom and of course the only reason she did is b/c I asked her to please clean it.... Then I spent 45 minutes cleaning the kithchen dishes, sweeping, mopping whole 9 yards and she makes food and leaves the kitchen a mess.. I went off I told her to clean up her fucking mess.. I can't take it anymore. Suprisingly since then she has done all the dishes she has dirtied and cleaned up her mess.. Of course it has only been a few days, I doubt it will last. I get sick of everything I mean I feed her and everything she doesnt even buy her own groceries. The other day her bathroom ran out of toilet paper and she asked me for some I told her I was out, which of course I wasn't so I hid all the toilet paper, paper towels, and napkins in the house to see how long it would take her to buy her own toilet paper.. It took her 3 days.. I guess she got sick of not wiping, must really suck if she had to take a dump. It is not like toilet paper is that expensive. The really sad thing is she works at Target and went to work each day and could have easily picked up a pack, not like she had to go out of her way. I don't think I can take anymore of this.

Survey

Mon, 25 Jul 2005 13:31:23 GMT

Here's a lame survey about me

Name: Jennifer
Birthday: May 19th
Birthplace: Bellingham, Washington
Current Location: Jacksonville, Fl
Eye Color: Blue
Hair Color: Red
Height: 5'3"
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
The Shoes You Wore Today: Black Flip Flops
Your Weakness: Mint Chocolate Chip Ice Cream
Your Fears: Being a bad parent, losing my husband
Your Perfect Pizza: Pepporoni Pizza with Salt
Your Most Overused Phrase On an IM: lol
Thoughts First Waking Up: More Sleep
Your Best Physical Feature: My Ass
Your Bedtime: Between 9-11
Your Most Missed Memory: Can't think of one.
Pepsi or Coke: Neither
MacDonalds or Burger King: Depends on what I am ordering.
Single or Group Dates: Group Dates with Husband that is.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Neither, they're both awful
Do you Smoke: Hell no
Do you Swear: I try not to but yeah.
Do you Sing: Only when music is playing.
Do you Shower Daily: Yeah
Have you Been in Love: Yes, currently am.
Do you want to go to College: Want to but it will be a few more years if I do go.
Do you want to get Married: Already am.
Do you belive in yourself: yeah
Do you get Motion Sickness: Not at all.
Do you think you are Attractive: Decent
Are you a Health Freak: No
Do you get along with your Parents: Yes, now I do.
Do you like Thunderstorms: Only when I don't have to go out in them
Do you play an Instrument: Nope
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Nope, I wish ( can't I'm pregnant )
In the past month have you Smoked: No way, never have never will.
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Only Tylenol
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Nope
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yes
Have you ever eaten a box of Oreos: No. Because they come in bags, not boxes.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: No
In the past month have you been on Stage: No
In the past month have you been Dumped: No
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:
No In the past month have you Stolen Anything: No
Ever been Drunk: hahaha, of course
Ever been called a Tease: Yeah
Ever been Beaten up: Nope
Ever Shoplifted: Yeah, and paid the price for it too.
How do you want to Die: In my sleep
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: A teacher.
What country would you most like to Visit: Scotland

In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Blue
Favourite Hair Color: Dark Brown or Black
Short or Long Hair: Either
Height: Taller
Weight: Whatever: not obese, not skinny
Best Clothing Style: Black, Black, and more Black

Number of Drugs I have taken: many
Number of CDs I own: Never counted
Number of Piercings: 2 ( Ears )
Number of Tattoos: 2
Number of things in my Past I Regret: probably a lot

Baby Shower

Fri, 22 Jul 2005 12:32:16 GMT

I had my baby shower on the 16th. We had so much fun. Played lots of hilarious games and ate lots of yummy food. I got a lot of nice gifts. Here are just some of the things that I got.

1. Travel System ( Stroller and Infant Car Seat )
2. An Awesome 3-1 Swing it converts to a chair and a todler rocker.
3. Bathtub with shower hook up.
4. Diaper Genie
5. Diaper Bags ( Small and a Big one )
6. Combo Changing Table and Crib soon to come
7. Lots of Clothes
8. Diapers and accessories
9. Toys
10. Towels, Washcloths, and Bath Robes
11. Bottles
12. Blankets
13. My favorite thing made by the little girl I used to babysit in highschool who isn't so little anymore ( 13 NOW ) she hand made a plack and painted it light blue with Ian's name in Dark blue and Decorated with baby things. It is so cute she did such a good job. I can't wait to hang it on the wall.

I got a lot of other odds and ends. I would like to thank everyone who came and joined me in celebrating the soon to be coming of Ian, and for all the wonderful gifts I received.

Forgetting

Sun, 10 Jul 2005 13:07:31 GMT

I almost forgot I had this thing... I would like to use the excuse I have been so busy and had no time but well, that would be a big lie.. So I will blame it on the pregnancy and the fact that I forget everything. A lot has gone on since my last entry. Here is a Quick Rundown...

1. I quit AOL in april ( finally out of Hell )
2. Shawn Graduated college in June ( if only we were benefiting from it now )
3. I still have no job
4. NO MONEY ( so sad )
5. Jasmine is enjoying her summer
6. I am not enjoyin the summer ( to damn HOT )
7. Shawn's sister still lives with me and is driving me insane.
8. My belly is getting BIGGER
9. I am having a BOY his name will be Ian Alexander
10. Got to see the hospital Ian will be born in Baptist South ( the new one ) very nice
11. Jasmine took a sibling class to help her learn how to care for Ian and about how she may feel when he arrives. ( that is what I am worried about 8 years just her it will be hard )
12. I am anemic so have to take damn iron pills which leads to wonderful constipation ( I am sure you wanted to here that )
13. I have only gained about 10 1/2 lbs since the beg. of my pregnancy ( that is pretty good )
14. Only 101 days to go I am 26 weeks pregnant almost to the third tri-mester ( can't wait to see Ian )
15. Migranes are finally gone and so is the morning sickness it lasted a lot longer than it did when I had Jasmine.
16. My sinuses are killing me

Ok that is all I can think of right now I am sure there is so much more that has happened but well again the memory is failing. My baby shower is Sat the 16th i can't wait, it will be a lot of fun. I start lamaze classes in august.. I am planning on no drugs during labor.. I did it with Jasmine when I was 17 I have got to be able to do it now.. I hope anyways... I don't know if my pain tolerance is quite as high as it was back them but I still like the feeling of pain, expected pain that is..

What flavor of popsicle are you?

Sun, 10 Jul 2005 12:48:13 GMT

Blimey youre a Limey
Congratulations! You scored 58%!

Slightly Tart, and mostly sour you like having that effect on people. Sarcasm comes easy to you, and laughing at others is a favorite pastime. Slightly wicked, with a bite ~ make sure they know you might leave a few marks...

My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 49% on popsiclepoints

Link: The What Flavor is YOUR Popsicle? Test written by wiseone on OkCupid Free Online Dating

Work

Mon, 28 Feb 2005 12:05:24 GMT

So today my sup came up to me and asked me how things were going with my pregnancy and asked me how my calls were going. I am to tired to care and to talk right now... I was like ahhh they are ok. I have the occasional breakdown. Hey it comes with being pregnant. She said that Juan the other sup was listening to my calls and they said I was very impatient and seemed kinda mad at the members. Oh well .. 1 I am pregnant ..2 These people I talk to are friggin idiots .. 3 I can't stress enough how much I hate my job. I told my mom the other day that I don't think I will be able to do this job while pregnant.. I will either cry my eyes out when someone pisses me off or just blow up and end up getting fired. When I get further along I am going to apply for FMLA so I can leave whenever I need to... I get a total of 12 weeks per year so I have to save 8 weeks for after the baby is born so I have 4 weeks I can use before the baby is born. I am def going to be taking advantage of that. I want to go home... I hate this place, I hate these people. I just want to curl up in my bed and sleep.

What is your birth #

Thu, 03 Feb 2005 11:49:03 GMT

My Birth # is 6

# 6 - THE ROMANTIC

6's are idealistic and need to feel useful to be happy. A strong family connection is important to them. Their actions influence their decisions. They have a strong urge to take care of others and to help. They are very loyal and make great teachers. They like art or music. They make loyal friends who take the friendship seriously. 6's should learn to differentiate between what they can change and what they cannot.

Famous 6's Albert Einstein, Jane Seymour, John Denver, Meryl Streep, Christopher Columbus, Goldie Hawn

Birth Test

Let me know your number. Once you have discovered your birth number, forward this e-mail to the rest of your friends, including the one who sent this to you. Put your "number" in the "Subject" and Pass it on! Have fun!

Your birth date describes who we are, what we are good at and what our inborn abilities are. It also points to what we have to learn and the challenges we are facing. To figure out your birth number, add all the numbers in the birth date together, like in the example, until there is only one digit. A birth number does not prevent you from being anything you want to be, it will just color your choice differently and give you a little insight.

Example: March 20, 1950

3 + 20 + 1950 = 1973

1 + 9 + 7 + 3 = 20

2 + 0 = 2

2 is the Birth Number to read for the birth date in the example.

#1 THE ORIGINATOR

#2 THE PEACEMAKER

#3 THE LIFE OF THE PARTY

#4 THE CONSERVATIVE

#5 THE NONCONFORMIST

#6 THE ROMANTIC

#7 THE INTELLECTUAL

#8 THE BIG SHOT

#9 THE PERFORMER

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# 1 - THE ORIGINATOR

1's are originals. Coming up with new ideas and executing them is natural. Having things their own way is another trait that gets them as being stubborn and arrogant. 1's are extremely honest and do well to learn some diplomacy skills.They like to take the initiative and are often leaders or bosses, as they like to be the best. Being self-employed is definitely helpful for them. Lesson to learn others' ideas might be just as good or better and to stay open minded.

Famous 1's: Tom Hanks, Robert Redford, Hulk Hogan, Carol Burnett,Wynona Judd, Nancy Reagan, Raquel Welch.

#2 - THE PEACEMAKER

2's are the born diplomats. They are aware of others' needs and moods and often think of others before themselves. Naturally analytical and very intuitive they don't like to be alone. Friendship and companionship is very important and can lead them to be successful in life, but on the other hand they'd rather be alone than in an uncomfortable relationship. Being naturally shy they should learn to boost their self-esteem and express themselves freely and seize the moment and not put things off.

Famous 2's: President Bill Clinton, Madonna, Whoopee Goldberg, Thomas Edison, Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart.

# 3 - THE LIFE OF THE PARTY

3's are idealists. They are very creative, social, charming, romantic and easygoing. They start many things, but don't always see them through. They like others to be happy and go to great lengths to achieve it. They are very popular and idealistic. They should learn to see the world from a more realistic point of view.

Famous 3's: Alan Alda, Ann Landers, Bill Cosby, Melanie Griffith,Salvador Dali, Jodi Foster

# 4 - THE CONSERVATIVE

4's are sensible and traditional. They like order and routine. They only act when they fully understand what they are expected to do. They like getting their hands dirty and working hard. They are attracted to the outdoors and feel an affinity with nature. They are prepared to wait and can be stubborn and persistent. They should learn to be more flexible and to be nice to themselves.

Famous 4's: Neil Diamond, Margaret Thatcher, Arnold Schwarzenegger, Tina Turner, Paul Hogan, Oprah Winfrey

# 5 - THE NONCONFORMIST

5's are the explorers. Their natural curiosity, risk taking and enthusiasm often land them in hot water. They need diversity and don't like to be stuck in a rut. The whole world is their school and they see a learning possibility in every situation. The questions never stop.They are well advised to look before they take action and make sure they have all the facts before jumping to conclusions.

Famous 5's: Abraham Lincoln, Charlotte Bronte, Jessica Walter,Vincent Van Gogh, Bette Midler, Helen Keller and Mark Hamil.

# 6 - THE ROMANTIC

6's are idealistic and need to feel useful to be happy. A strong family connection is important to them. Their actions influence their decisions. They have a strong urge to take care of others and to help. They are very loyal and make great teachers. They like art or music. They make loyal friends who take the friendship seriously. 6's should learn to differentiate between what they can change and what they cannot.

Famous 6's Albert Einstein, Jane Seymour, John Denver, Meryl Streep, Christopher Columbus, Goldie Hawn

#7 - THE INTELLECTUAL

7's are the searchers. Always probing for hidden information, they find it difficult to accept things at face value. Emotions don't sway their decisions. Questioning everything in life, they don't like to be questioned themselves. They're never off to a fast start and their motto is slow and steady wins the race. They come across as philosophers and being very knowledgeable, and sometimes as loners. They are technically inclined and make great researchers uncovering information. They like secrets. They live in their own world and should learn what is acceptable and what is not in the world at large.

Famous 7's: William Shakespeare, Lucille Ball, Michael Jackson, Joan Baez, Princess Diana

# 8 - THE BIG SHOT

8's are the problem solvers. They are professional, blunt and to the point, have good judgment and are decisive. They have grand plans and like to live the good life. They take charge of people. They view people objectively. They let you know in no uncertain terms that they are the boss. They should learn to exude their decisions on their own needs rather than on what others want.

Famous 8's: Edgar Cayce, Barbra Streisand, George Harrison, Jane Fonda, Pablo Picasso, Aretha Franklin, Nostrodamus

#9 - THE PERFORMER

9's are natural entertainers. They are very caring and generous, giving away their last dollar to help. With their charm, they have no problem making friends and nobody is a stranger to them. They have so many different personalities that people around them have a hard time understanding them. They are like chameleons, ever changing and blending in. They have tremendous luck, but also can suffer from extremes in fortune and mood. To be successful, they need to build a loving foundation.

Famous 9's: Albert Schweitzer, Shirley MacLaine, Harrison Ford, Jimmy Carter, Elvis Presley </ljcut>

Atlanta

Sat, 29 Jan 2005 12:55:21 GMT

Well in Hell again. Luckily I get to leave at 1045 today and have tomorrow off! It sux though b/c all I will be doing is moving and packing... the packing part is pretty much done except a few things that I still needed. So today is the moving part which all we have left is basically boxes and stuff like that my bro and his friend moved all the big stuff for me. It is just so cold, windy, and rainy outside that i don't want to be out there. Shawn couldn't go to Atlanta to record this weekend b/c of the ice storms, they have closed down the airports and roads. I am glad he isn't going b/c I would be so worried about him driving on icy roads. His Band is stuck in Atlanta they have been there all week. In Fact they told him not to go up there. Today we are getting rid of Indigo the damn cat who pees everywhere. I will be very sad though I feel bad for her. We are taking her to the Humane Society where they will probably end up putting her to sleep, but I hope they don't, not that I would know any different. I have to live with Mom for the next 2 weeks while we wait for our apt to be finished, I hope they hurry up b/c I don't want to be there any longer than I have to. Well off to work now.

Which Napoleon Dynamite Character are you?

Fri, 28 Jan 2005 13:12:04 GMT

I love this freakin movie... It is so stupid it is funny.. Not to mention for those of you who know Shawn he reminds me so much of Napoleon it is scary. He is tall and skinny like him, talks like him, even the way his mouth is positioned when he doesn't talk is just like Napoleons. If you havn't seen it, you have got to watch it and if you know Shawn you will see what I am talking about.

One of my favorite Quotes from the Movie.... "I see you're drinking 1%. Is that 'cause you think you're fat? 'Cause you're not. You could be drinking whole if you wanted to."

Deb
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Which Napoleon Dynamite character are you?
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Lunch Moved

Fri, 28 Jan 2005 12:41:54 GMT

Well I got my lunch moved finally, so Chris and I don't have the same lunch, now I don't have to worry about him following me around. Although I am still very pissed about the whole situation. When I went to HR and reported the whole thing they said we don't want you to be uncomfotable in your work environment, so we will do everything we can to correct the situation, we will talk to him and let you know what is going on. Well they still haven't talked to me, since they talked to him. The only reason I know my lunch is changed is b/c I got an email from WFM stating there was a change in my schedule. It has been over 2 weeks now since this all happened and HR still hasn't told me what is going on.. All I know is he still works here. Now he hasn't talked to me at all so that is good, but it is still very akward. We are still on the same team and I have to see him every day and it is a constant reminder of what he said to me.

VTO

Thu, 27 Jan 2005 19:00:03 GMT

VTO !!! WOO HOO!!

Moving

Thu, 27 Jan 2005 18:29:31 GMT

Shawn and I are moving into a new apartment, unfortunately it wont be ready until Feb 9th and we have to be out of our current apartment by the 1st. That really sux. I have to live with my mom for about 2 weeks til our apartment is ready. So the past few days have been pretty hectic packing and moving shit. I never realized how much stuff I have until you have to move it all... We have to get it all done by tomorrow b/c Shawn is supposed to go to Atlanta to record there demo for Cystic Dysentery, but if we don't get everything out he wont be going. He has been gone the past 3 weekends either playing shows or recording, so we haven't had time to pack or just spend time together for that matter. I get married and I see him less than before. I don't think it is supposed to be that way. Oh well Shit Happens... I am sitting here at work bored and so ready to go home. I wish they would offer VTO so I can get out of here although I wont be doing anything but packing. I need to get it done though. I took off Sat and Sunday so I can move as well just in case and if I am done then hey I will just relax.... Something I haven't done in a while.

Married

Tue, 16 Nov 2004 20:52:38 GMT

Well I am finally married now. The stress of the wedding and Shawn's parents is finally over.. For now anyways. I am sure that is just the start of things. Lets hope not though. Things are ok right now going thru a lot of financial problems b/c Shawn went part time with AOL since they wouldn't give him a schedule that accomodated with school. He is supposed to work Overtime each week so he would still have 40 hours but of course that hasn't happened.. So pretty much I am having to pay for everything and of course I started a new Department at work and so right now my paychecks are a smaller than normal b/c I don't get my smart transfers and have to wait for my bonuses to kick in.... We are hurting. Well anyways I have to get back to hell now ..

Fucking Dike Ass Sup.

Sun, 22 Aug 2004 20:40:04 GMT

Today started out a pretty good day of course til I got to work I have been testing this new headset for OpSec the past 2 weeks and Clayton told me yesterday to return it of course I ended up grabbing the wrong headset that morning and didn't have it.. So this morning I ran into him and he said bring it by when I get a chance.. So when my shift started at 800am I went up to Megan ( Fucking Dike )( not that i have anything against gay women just her )and told her that I had to go to OpSec to return the headset.. She was like NO you need to do that on your break. I was like NO this is work business I am not spending my break time returning the headset. So she grabs it out of my hand and said I will take it up there.. I was like no b/c #1 it is my responsability to turn it in not yours #2 I might have to sign for it #3 I have to give feedback on what I thought about the headset which was the whole purpose of me testing it.. So I have to take it up there. She said well you need to IM them and ask them if I can do it. I just grabbed my headset back and went to my desk and threw it on the desk and walked to the bathroom.. I was so fucking pissed at her. Not b/c I couldn't do it as much as the way she just approached me about it .. not to mention we were not the least bit freakin busy so she had no excuse what so ever y I couldn't take the headset to them Like I was told to do in the first place. I got all worked up over it but sometimes I just want to strangle that fucking bitch. I think her women must be not giving her what she needs b/c damn the past few weeks she has been such a freakin bitch. I ended up going on my break but, I ended taking a 30 min break and put in an exception thru WFM he he he... So enough bout that. I went to the Bridal Show got free food which is always a plus. I ended up winning some flowers a dozen pink carnations very pretty. I never win anything, even though they will die in a day or two it is still pretty cool. I am trying to talk Jasmine into going to Target but no success.. She hates shopping. Damn Shame.

Its been a while

Sun, 22 Aug 2004 00:40:29 GMT

Wow I haven't updated this thing in forever... I have been so busy lately. Wedding, working, Jasmine starting 1st grade... all kinds of shit. Currently I am babysitting a little boy who is Jasmine's age 6..However I can't handle him sometimes he is ADHD and BI-Polar at the age of 6... I had to lock myself in the computer room for a while.. they don't know where I am I hope I can keep it that way for atleast 15 min or so. Lately I have been not doing so well .... I think all this stress is getting to me.. Having to put up with Shawn's parents.. who don't want to pay for anything with the wedding.. Work which I absolutely can't stand now... I feel so alone in the world sometimes... Shawn and I work the total opposite shifts.. So I pretty much only see him on thursdays during the day and for like a few hours on Fridays after he gets out of class and before band practice... So pretty much I have no one to talk to. I think I have anxiety now from working at AOL HELL... I have to go to the DR.. I have headaches for about 2.5 weeks straight now... Can't sleep worth a shit.. and I will start crying for absolutely no damn reason.. at work I start shaking and having sweats when the stupid ass customers call in and piss me off to no end.. Sometimes I wish I could just fucking terminate all there damn accounts and tell them to stay the fuck away... Well alone time didn't last long Tyler is complaining of his foot... He has a big huge cut on it b/c he got so mad today that he couldn't get the legos to work he kicked thru a glass fish tank... OMG! Only 6 years old... I feel really sorry for his mom I don't know how she can handle it.. Anyways .. I am going to some Bridal Show tomorrow with Linda my Maid of Honor and my mother. I get to leave work early so that is nice... I am in much need of a long vaca from that place. Welp guess I better try and get the kids to go to bed... Wish me luck I will need it...

What Kind of Tree Are You?

Mon, 19 Apr 2004 12:15:55 GMT

May 15 to May 24 - Chestnut Tree

Chestnut Tree (the Honesty) – of unusual stature, impressive, well-developed sense of justice, fun to be around, a planner, born diplomat, can be irritated easily, sensitive of others feelings, hard worker, sometimes acts superior, feels not understood at times, fiercely family oriented, very loyal in love, physically fit.

Find your birthday and then find your tree.
Jan 01 to Jan 11 - Fir Tree

Jan 12 to Jan 24 - Elm Tree

Jan 25 to Feb 03 - Cypress Tree

Feb 04 to Feb 08 - Poplar Tree

Feb 09 to Feb 18 - Cedar Tree

Feb 19 to Feb 28 - Pine Tree

Mar 01 to Mar 10 - Weeping Willow Tree

Mar 11 to Mar 20 - Lime Tree

Mar 21 - Oak Tree

Mar 22 to Mar 31 - Hazelnut Tree

Apr 01 to Apr 10 - Rowan Tree

Apr 11 to Apr 20 - Maple Tree

Apr 21 to Apr 30 - Walnut Tree

May 01 to May 14 - Poplar Tree

May 15 to May 24 - Chestnut Tree

May 25 to Jun 03 - Ash Tree

Jun 04 to Jun 13 - Hornbeam Tree

Jun 14 to Jun 23 - Fig Tree

Jun 24 -Birch Tree

Jun 25 to Jul 04 - Apple Tree

Jul 05 to Jul 14 - Fir Tree

Jul 15 to Jul 25 - Elm Tree

Jul 26 to Aug 04 - Cypress Tree

Aug 05 to Aug 13 - Poplar Tree

Aug 14 to Aug 23 - Cedar Tree

Aug 24 to Sep 02 - Pine Tree

Sep 03 to Sep 12 - Weeping Willow Tree

Sep 13 to Sep 22 - Lime Tree

Sep 23 - Olive Tree

Sep 24 to Oct 03 - Hazelnut Tree

Oct 04 to Oct 13 - Rowan Tree

Oct 14 to Oct 23 - Maple Tree

Oct 24 to Nov 11 - Walnut Tree

Nov 12 to Nov 21 - Chestnut Tree

Nov 22 to Dec 01 - Ash Tree

Dec 02 to Dec 11 - Hornbeam Tree

Dec 12 to Dec 21 - Fig Tree

Dec 22 - Beech Tree

Dec 23 to Jan 01 - Apple Tree

YOUR TREE

Apple Tree (the Love) – quiet and shy at times, lots of charm, appeal, and attraction, pleasant attitude, flirtatious smile, adventurous, sensitive, loyal in love, wants to love and be loved, faithful and tender partner, very generous, many talents, loves children, needs affectionate partner.

Ash Tree (the Ambition) – extremely attractive, vivacious, impulsive, demanding, does not care for criticism ambitious, intelligent, talented, likes to play with fate, can be very egotistic, reliable, restless lover, sometimes money rules over the heart, demands attention, needs love and much emotional support.

Beech Tree (the Creative) – has good taste, concerned about its looks, materialistic, good organization of life and career, economical, good leader, takes no unnecessary risks, reasonable, splendid lifetime companion, keen on keeping fit (diets, sports, etc.).

Birch Tree (the inspiration) – vivacious, attractive, elegant, friendly, unpretentious, modest, does not like anything in excess, abhors the vulgar, loves life in nature and in calm, not very passionate, full of imagination, little ambition, creates a calm and content atmosphere.

Cedar Tree (the Confidence) – of rare strength, knows how to adapt, likes unexpected presents, of good health, not in the least shy, tends to look down on others, self-confident, a great speaker, determined, often impatient, likes to impress others, has many talents, industrious, healthy optimism, waits for the one true love, able to make quick decisions.

Chestnut Tree (the Honesty) – of unusual stature, impressive, well-developed sense of justice, fun to be around, a planner, born diplomat, can be irritated easily, sensitive of others feelings, hard worker, sometimes acts superior, feels not understood at times, fiercely family oriented, very loyal in love, physically fit.

Cypress Tree (the Faithfulness) – strong, muscular, adaptable, takes what life has to give but doesn't necessarily like it, strives to be content, optimistic, wants to be financially independent, wants love and affection, hates loneliness, passionate lover which cannot be satisfied, faithful, quick tempered at times, can be unruly and careless, loves to gain knowledge, needs to be needed.

Elm Tree (the Noble mindedness) -- pleasant shape, tasteful clothes, modest demands, tends not to forgive mistakes, cheerful, likes to lead but not to obey, honest and faithful partner, likes making decisions for others, noble minded, generous, good sense of humor, practical.

Fig Tree (the Sensibility) -- very strong minded, a bit self willed, honest, loyal, independent, hates contradiction or arguments, loves life and friends, enjoys children and animals, a social butterfly, great sense of humor, likes idleness and laziness after long demanding hours at work, has artistic talent and great intelligence.

Fir tree (the Mysterious) -- extraordinary taste, handles stress poorly, loves anything beautiful, can become depressed at times, stubborn, tends to care for those close to them as well as helping strangers, rather modest, hard worker, talented, unselfish, few sexual relationships, many friends, doesn't want foes, very reliable.

Hazelnut Tree (the Extraordinary) -- charming, sense of humor, very demanding but can also be very understanding, knows how to make a lasting impression, active fighter for social causes and politics, popular, quite moody, sexually oriented, honest, a perfectionist, has a precise sense of judgment and expects complete fairness.

Hornbeam Tree (the Good Taste) -- of cool beauty, cares for its looks and condition, good taste, is not egoistic, makes life as comfortable as possible, leads a reasonable and disciplined life, looks for kindness and acknowledgment in an emotional partner, dreams of unusual lovers, is seldom happy with its feelings, mistrusts most people, is never sure of its decisions, very conscientious.

Lime Tree (the Doubt) - intelligent, hard working, accepts what life dishes out, but not before trying to change bad circumstances into good ones, hates fighting and stress, enjoys getaway vacations, may appear tough, but is actually soft and relenting, always willing to make sacrifices for family and friends, has many talents but not always enough time to use them, can become a complainer, great leadership qualities, is jealous at times but extremely loyal.

Maple Tree (Independence of Mind) -- no ordinary person, full of imagination and originality, shy and reserved, ambitious, proud, self confident, hungers for new experiences, sometimes nervous, has many complexities, good memory, learns easily, complicated love life, wants to impress.

Oak Tree (the Brave) -- robust nature, courageous, strong, unrelenting, independent, sensible, does not like change, keeps its feet on the ground, person of action.

Olive Tree (the Wisdom) -- loves sun, warmth and kind feelings, reasonable, balanced, avoids aggression and violence, tolerant, cheerful, calm, well developed sense of justice, sensitive, empathetic, free of jealousy, loves to read and the company of sophisticated people.

Pine Tree (the Peacemaker) -- loves agreeable company, craves peace and harmony, loves to help others, active imagination, likes to write poetry, not fashion conscious, great compassion, friendly to all, falls strongly in love but will leave if betrayed or lied to, emotionally soft, low self esteem, needs affection and reassurance.

Poplar Tree (the Uncertainty) -- looks very decorative, talented, not very self confident, extremely courageous if necessary, needs goodwill and pleasant surroundings, very choosy, often lonely, great animosity, great artistic nature, good organizer, tends to lean toward philosophy, reliable in any situation, takes partnership seriously.

Rowan Tree (the Sensitivity) -- full of charm, cheerful, gifted without egoism, likes to draw attention, loves life, motion, unrest, and even complications, is both dependent and independent, good taste, artistic, passionate, emotional, good company, does not forgive.

Walnut Tree (the Passion) -- unrelenting, strange and full of contrasts, often egotistic, aggressive, noble, broad horizon, unexpected reactions, spontaneous, unlimited ambition, no flexibility, difficult and uncommon partner, not always liked but often admired, ingenious strategist, very jealous and passionate, no compromise.

Weeping Willow (the Melancholy) - likes to be stress free, loves family life, full of hopes and dreams, attractive, very empathetic, loves anything beautiful, musically inclined, loves to travel to exotic places, restless, capricious, honest, can be influenced but is not easy to live with when pressured, sometimes demanding, good intuition, suffers in love until they find that one loyal, steadfast partner; loves to make others laugh.</lj>

Sun, 11 Apr 2004 21:00:06 GMT

I am sitting here at my moms house waiting for Easter dinner. Very hungry yet slightly depressed. Shawn is stuck at work =( I never get to see him anymore but 1 day a week b/c of the new stupid schedules and his school. Ever since then I am so depressed not having him around no one to talk to. Never realize how much someone is really in your life until there not there anymore. I wish I had some friends to talk with, hang out with anything. Hopefully my friend from High School, Linda and I can start hanging out again. We are supposed to start walking every night up at Mandarin at the tracks to lose some of my big ol ass we all know that is needed. I just can't stand not having that person to confide in besides your man b/c sometimes I need to talk to someone about him you know. Problems feelings whatever. I just have no trust for people in general. Every girlfriend I have confided in and put all my trust into has just stabbed me in the back. So I just don't bother with them I never talk to them unless spoken to first I don't confide in any of them and will never trust them. One of these days I am sure as I get older I will find a girl who isnt into drama and backstabbing and lies. Lets just say I hope soo......If not I am not missing anything that I havnt had in years. You can't miss something you don't have right.

Tue, 06 Apr 2004 19:49:30 GMT

I havnt written in a long time. I have been really busy with shit at work. AOL trying to make me work a 12-15-915pm shift which of course I can't work b/c I would never see Jasmine and my poor mom would be stuck picking Jasmine up everday from school and watching her and putting her to bed. I told My sup Sat that if they didn't change my schedule then I was going to quit. So he was like let me see what I can do. This is a week before we are supposed to start our new schedules. So sunday he says he will let me know by monday what is going on. Of course Monday I don't see him at all he doesnt tell me anything and he is off Tues and Wed and I am off Wed and Thurs. So Tues I come in Kelley tells me that she is quitting and she just so happens to have a shift that I need 8-5 with Thurs and Fri off. So we try to do a trade but b/c her last day would be Sat the day before they go into effect they are not supposed to approve it. So I went to WFM and told them the situation and they know that I need a special shift b/c I have been on one for a year now which they changed for me. So they said they have to talk to HR and see if we can push it thru. Of course nothing by the time I left Tuesday. Friday I come in still nothing. So the AGM which used to by my sup came and said so I hear that you are resigning so I told her what I needed and I what I was trying to do and of course she was like well they aren't going to approve it but we can see if we can get you a 10-7 schedule. If I do get you that though you can't turn around and quit. I was like whatever I can't workt hat either. So I left in tears b/c I was so stressed and pissed off. My coach saw me and I told him what she said and he was like I will see what I can do. So about 20 min later kelley brings the shift trade from over and told us to fill it out again that he was going to try and get it pushed thru that was about 100 and I get off at 200. Then 200 rolls around and no news. I went up to my coach and said he I am leaving I have to know right now what I am working b/c i have to get daycare today there not open on the weekends for me to wait for yall to tell me tom which is a day before. So he says plan for the 8-5 schedule. I was like are you sure you better not tell me tom sorry your working 12-9 he looked at the GM who was standing there too and he said your working 8-5. So I was so relieved. As much as I hate this place I didn't want to quit. Not now anyways....

Sun, 04 Apr 2004 14:49:46 GMT

Your Love Situation by Amberishjewel
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Your Love Is...	Soft
During Lovemaking You Act...	Like a cat, longing to be pet
Your Partner Is...	Your soulmate
Your Partner Has Said That You...	Are extrodinary
Your Love is Summed Up In A Quote.	"Love is bittersweet"

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MEN!!

Mon, 29 Mar 2004 11:44:42 GMT

One day my housework-challenged husband decided to wash his
sweatshirt.
Seconds after he stepped into the laundry room, he shouted to
me, "What setting do I use on the washing machine?"
"It depends," I replied. "What does it say on your shirt?"
He yelled back, "University of Oklahoma."
And they say blondes are dumb...
_______________________
A couple is lying in bed. The man says,
"I am going to make you the happiest woman in the world"
The woman says, "I'll miss you..."
_______________________
"It's just too hot to wear clothes today," Jack says as he
stepped out of the shower, "honey,
what do you think the neighbors would think if I mowed the lawn
like
this?"
"Probably that I married you for your money," she replied.
_______________________
He said - Since I first laid eyes on you, I have wanted to make
love to you really badly.
She said - Well, you succeeded.
______________________
He said - Shall we try swapping positions tonight?
She said - That's a good idea... you stand by the ironing board
while I sit on the sofa and fart.
_______________________
He said - ! What have you been doing with all the grocery money I gave
you?
She said - Turn sideways and look in the mirror
______________________
Q: What do you call an intelligent, good looking, sensitive man?
A: A rumor
_______________________
A man and his wife, now in their 60's, were celebrating their
40th wedding anniversary. On their special day a good fairy came to
them and said that because they had been such a devoted couple she
would grant each of them a very special wish.
The wife wished for a trip around the world with her husband.
Whoosh! Immediately she had airline/cruise tickets in her hands.
The man wished for a female companion 30 years younger...
Whoosh...immediately he turned ninety!!!
Gotta love that fairy!
__________________
AND THE BEST ONE YET...
A WOMAN'S PERFECT BREAKFAST:
* She's sitting at the table with her gourmet coffee.
* Her son is on the cover of the Wheaties box.
* Her daughter is on the cover of Business Week.
* Her boyfriend is on the cover of Playgirl.
* And her husband is on the back of the milk carton

A PRAYER....
Dear Lord,
I pray for Wisdom to understand my man;
Love to forgive him;
And Patience for his moods.
Because, Lord, if I pray for Strength,
I'll beat him to death.
AMEN

Never say Never

Wed, 24 Mar 2004 14:40:22 GMT

Stolen from Tanya!

(_) I have never been drunk
(_) I have never smoked pot
(_) I have never kissed a member of the opposite sex
(_) I have never kissed a member of the same sex
(x) I have never crashed a friend's car
(x) I have never been to Japan
(_) I have never rode in a taxi
(x) I have never had anal sex
(_) I have never been in love
(_) I have never had sex
(x) I have never had sex in public
(_) I have never been dumped
(_) I have never shoplifted
(x) I have never been fired
(_) I have never been in a fist fight
(x) I have never had a threesome (Want to)
(x) I have never snuck out of my parent's house (Friends Parents)
(_) I have never been tied up (sexually)
(x) I have never been caught masturbating (thank god)
(_) I have never pissed on myself
(_) I have never had sex with a member of the same sex
(_) I have never had sex with a member of the opposite sex
(_) I have never been arrested (I was 14)
(x) I have never made out with a stranger
(_) I have never stole something from my job (Taco's)
(x) I have never celebrated new years in Time Square
(x) I have never been on a blind date
(_) I have never lied to a friend
(x) I have never had a crush on a teacher
(x) I have never celebrated Mardi-Gras in New Orleans
(x) I have never been to Europe
(_) I have never skipped school
(_) I have never slept with a co-worker
(x) I have never been fisted and/or have never fisted anyone
(x) I have never thrown up in a bar
(x) I have never had sex at work
(x) I have never had sex with a supervisor
(_) I have never slept with more than one person in my life.
(_) I have never eaten sushi
(X) I have never been snowboarding
(_) I have never been happy with myself
(x) I have never bungee jumped.
(_) I have never given oral sex to someone while they were driving.
(x) I have never had sex in a limo.
(_) I have never cut myself on purpose
(_) I have never got engaged
(x) I have never got married
(x) I have never got divorced

Wed, 24 Mar 2004 14:33:36 GMT

Well tomorrow is off to see Britney Spears. Jasmine is so x-cited she can't wait. She was a little sad b/c she wont be going to Gymnastics tomorrow night, but I am sure she will get over it. We are going with Tanya and someone she is taking. It will be fun to hang out with someone and split the x-pensive ass parking. It sux though b/c are seats are no where close together so we have to hunt eachother down after the concert. Man that is going to suck. I am not making Jasmine go to school on Friday b/c she will probably be very tired. So we might go see Scooby Doo 2 it comes out Friday. She loves Scooby. Today I am off for the next 3 days I am so glad work sucked ass the past 2 days those damn people are brutal I was so ready to walk out of there yesterday so was a lot of other people I am sure. Luke's CD comes out today woo hoo I have to go hunt it down. I am also going to by Gothika never saw it but wanted to I hope it is good. My damn Mahjong game is down now so I can't play I am having withdraws.....Please come back up please....

What do you see????

Tue, 23 Mar 2004 13:28:05 GMT

What do you see? How corrupted are you?? I am def one corrupted person. The cool thing is My daughter she saw what I didn't. Good thing!!!! Check it out...

Do you have a dirty mind?

Stolen from Amanda

Sat, 20 Mar 2004 18:39:06 GMT

x. i ____ Jenn.
x. Jenn is ____.
x. if i were alone in a room with Jenn, i would _______.
x. i think Jenn should _____.
x. Jenn needs ______.
x. i want to ____________ Jenn.
x. someday Jenn will ________.
x. Jenn reminds me of _______.
x. without Jenn _______.
x. memories of Jenn are ________.
x. Jenn can be __________.
x. __________ is how i describe meeting Jenn.
x. worst thing about Jenn is _________.
x. best thing about Jenn is _________
x. i am ________ with Jenn.

What Muppet are you?

Tue, 16 Mar 2004 20:50:19 GMT

You are Rizzo the Rat.
You have few friends, but are loyal to those you do
have. Maybe if you didn't smell like sewage
you would have more.

SPECIES:
Rodentia Digesta Lotta Grub
HOMETOWN:
Brooklyn, USA

FAVORITE MOVIE:
"Rat On A Hot Tin Roof"

FAVORITE SONG:
"The Pest Is Yet To Come"

FAVORITE FOOD:
You got it, I'll eat it.

HOBBIES:
See "Favorite Food".

QUOTE:
"When do we eat?"

What Muppet are you?
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I guess the explains it all. Not a lot of friends true. Stink well I hope that is not true. Love to eat Def true.